It seems, viral is in love with me...Barely couple of months back i had hugged it and with a bang it is back. After a trip, meeting up friends families, entertaining guests, diwali cleaning, college submissions and lot of thinking, my immunity called it off. more than 8 days, viral fever is still on. though i overcame fatigue, and appeared for exams, temperature is still in touch.
Last evening, i was very upset. Sat quiet on the bean bag for quite long time. Then received a call from one of my friend and shared about my mental state, but still i could not decode exact cause. Later then, I thought, now all my inner strength and connections with nature and my instincts are getting aged.Even my intuitions and telepathy tools are getting rusted, so i thought.And i hoped to get better this day.
Though temperature dipped this morning, but fatigue surfaced back, and i didnt feel like doing anything throughout the day. i did'nt read, surf, or do any constructive thing. i rather lazed around whole day and kept irritating all others.
God gives answer in his own way...
Well...i thought of writing many things throughout last span of a month, but could never be sure enough to do so..plus my health and other pressures kept me off..
Guest at home, a family friend, kept on telling me since the day he has come, that i look too pale and ugly, tanned, tired, and not the same charming person he met 4 years back.
Well..he said the same thing so many times in last few days that now i so seriously have started thinking and checking myself in the mirror if i have truly turned back my care from myself..hmm.ya , it seems so..
though endless to write yet, i abruptly cut down here and hope to get off with fever and fatigue soon enough and am glad god shows his presence sooner or later in life..
Last evening, i was very upset. Sat quiet on the bean bag for quite long time. Then received a call from one of my friend and shared about my mental state, but still i could not decode exact cause. Later then, I thought, now all my inner strength and connections with nature and my instincts are getting aged.Even my intuitions and telepathy tools are getting rusted, so i thought.And i hoped to get better this day.
Though temperature dipped this morning, but fatigue surfaced back, and i didnt feel like doing anything throughout the day. i did'nt read, surf, or do any constructive thing. i rather lazed around whole day and kept irritating all others.
God gives answer in his own way...
Well...i thought of writing many things throughout last span of a month, but could never be sure enough to do so..plus my health and other pressures kept me off..
Guest at home, a family friend, kept on telling me since the day he has come, that i look too pale and ugly, tanned, tired, and not the same charming person he met 4 years back.
Well..he said the same thing so many times in last few days that now i so seriously have started thinking and checking myself in the mirror if i have truly turned back my care from myself..hmm.ya , it seems so..
though endless to write yet, i abruptly cut down here and hope to get off with fever and fatigue soon enough and am glad god shows his presence sooner or later in life..
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