Monday, July 8, 2013

(195) Endless Love

The question stood up many a times
And I always calmed with a subtle reply
Question remained,
Why don’t I have him? Tell me Why?

To be truthful to one and all
Needs the hub, full of guts
Perhaps, I had less
Got stuck in ‘ifs’ and ‘buts’
 
I gambled upon, by challenging risk
Of solving the upheaval
I fumbled,
Left with broken zeal
 
I made up the situations
To dodge facing the facts
He made me,
Bite, the bullets of my acts
                                                      
With him, I thought, past went away
I condoned the treasure mind does hold
It held him,
Presenting to me, at every threshold
 
I ignored self voices, disregarded premonitions
Hugged myself declaring as all safe,
From love,
Could not resist him, his aura so rave
 
Miles apart, he still administers so well
On me, it falls, the droplets of adore
Odium diminishes,
I feel in his embrace, I feel so secure
 
The differences in our believes, will remain
Up till, I assume, we both do survive
But bartering covets,
Am sure, will not see a deprive
 
The question still remains, so unanswered
That why I did not get, him in my life?
Perhaps, I found
The retort which was so rife
 
He happened to meet me at every dawn
He was never him, never was I, me
Truth remained,
We have, for eternity, been the very, ‘WE’
 
So what more would I want him and in what form
Physical, corporeal, or rather more substantial
I have forever, owned him
In me, with me, in a way, way-far special
 
Groundless remained the apprehensions
Futile the angst and cries
Propitiously died,
Crashed fell all the ‘Why’s”
 

Beauty of Adore

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