(66) INTUITION

Call it a boon or curse, but I have been consecrated with a unique gift of insight by nature. I can trace it to my very young age when I was in class 4 and my father had gone to Mumbai for business. Mobiles were not yet the part of communication, and mom had not my father’s contact details in Mumbai. I believe, in those days it was very usual not to worry or get in touch with members gone out for work for long days. I had a bad dream about my father one night, and a strong intuition the following day about the happenings of the dream. I was sad for the whole day and kept crying alone. My mom observed and asked me what happened? I related everything to her. She just laughed it off and told me that bad dreams never turn to be true. I believed for that time. Few days later, on return from his trip, my father told about the similar accident which occurred with him in Mumbai.
After years now, I can count innumerable such incidents which I either dreamt about or had presentiment about, turning to be true. This experience had not been very pleasant always, because besides predicting about fairly good events and jolly small moments, it also made me declare about death of four people until now, which rather became factual.
I realized this all the more during my college days, when just for the sake of fun I used to speak aloud the silly things about anyone or anything which crossed my mind, and to the astonishment of people around and myself, most of them saw reality. Since then, I took utter care to say any such thing because often it used to be serious beyond fun.
I tried many times to analyze my thoughts and related happenings but could not really find any strong psychological base to it since it never comes into any fix pattern or so. It just clicks my mind, my thoughts, my dreams and I simply get a feeling for particular thought to be true. For instance, 3 years back in Banglore, I suddenly told my husband one day that now we will not be living in Banglore for long, and within few days of that, we shifted to Hyderabad. I kept coming across same kind of feeling last month and one morning when we were discussing, I told Dheeraj that its time for us to pack the bags. Now lets see if this intuition of mine too comes out to be true, because first thing, sometimes I go wrong on judging my instincts and get misguided by my rationale to select the thought which carries more probabilities to be true and secondly, I have started falling in love with Hyderabad. So let’s wait and watch for 2-3 more months. I will keep you updated about this. And also, will tell you in detail about the major incidents of my life and people around which matched to the inkling and premonition my sixth sense had served me with beforehand.