When in dilemma, I start feeling faze. Most of the arguments
that my mind presents, fail to make an impact at the heart level. Now that I have
lived above three decades of the present life, I have learnt enough to
understand one thing very clearly, which states that nothing is forever. Be it
joy, sorrow, aches, exhilarations, meticulous emotions, affections,
connections, or the people you belong to and people you are fond of, nothing
remains with you forever. Some hormonal imbalance I guess, that does bring the catastrophe.
The debacle I go through when confronting the poignant upheaval, has always been
an endeavor to sweat for. I feel vacuum, stillness, a void everywhere, in the
surrounding, in other’s voice, my thoughts, my mind, my body, my breath and in the
entire existence. And parallel to all, I feel equally disastrous commotion in everything
in and around me. The dilemma crops up and the havoc begins right there. Uffff….!!..
I know it’s temporary. The sun will shine again and there
will rise a wonderful morning. I will have hundred beautiful things to look at
and feel good about. I will have numerous reasons to smile, laugh, give, share
and be happy about. I will have new reasons to love myself one more day and for
sure I will have more opportunities to pay back my share to this amazing world
which has added its contribution in making me who I am.
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