(23) ADDICTION

Almost every day, I surf internet, check emails and do little writing on my system. My laptop faced a crash lastnight.Since morning I am feeling so uneasy with not being able to do anything with my system.It will take some days to get it repaired.I eagerly awaited Dheeraj to return home so that I could use his laptop and relieve my anxiety .Absence of my connectivity with the virtual world made me feel helpless and disjointed throughout and I realized how addicted I have become to this electronic world and its means. Thanks to my friend with whom I chatted on phone for good time and good cause which kept me uninfluenced from the sense of being cut off for some time, but disconnecting the call again left me handicapped as to reach this friend or other any further, I required my laptop, my system.Infact..I sense similar feeling when I get out of the phone connectivity due to whatever reasons…
It becomes really difficult at times to judge whether the impact of the addiction to this gadgets is more seriously serving the cause of the apprehensions and melancholy rising amongst this cohort people or is it simply the result of varied factors relevant to each individual’s need and desire to reach his/her yearned person or thing.