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Though Charvi is not keeping much well since last2 days,she was still displaying a very sporty spirit by behaving much better when compared to alike children in illness.But today it was worse for her.Almost throughout the day she was crying after short intervals of disturbed sleep and trying silences.Doctor changed the medicine but still there doesnt seem much improvement in her cold-cough and related congestion-fever.Am feeling very perturbed because of both of ours helplessnesses:-Hers-to not been able to explain what exactly is happening to her AND ours-not been able to see her in pain alongwith no proper intake of food,milk or even the compulsory medicines.She is trying to sleep since 8'o clock in the evening and yet not attained the "not-so-easy to wakeup" stage of sleep.She is asking for water every minute and not taking even half a sip.Its almost ten minutes now that she has fallen asleep,seems she is now completely tired of her pains and related crying.God..may she have a sound sleep and a fast recovery.Since morning, am remembering my mother and feeling very grateful to her for taking care of us so intensely at every turn of life.I can now understand how taxing and testing it would have been for my mother,infact for all the mothers,parents and also how unpleasant parents feel to see their child in pain.I realize it now,why mothers dont feel hungry when their children has not eaten,why mothers loose sleep when their children are not able to,why mothers feel defeated when their children cant make it...i understand it all..all the more..