(144) 20102010

It is 20-10-2010...........i.e. 20102010.....
Wow.........what a date?

(143) Mirror

Mirror chose to lie,
It said I were genuine,
I were the center and cause of happiness,
I were as important as portrayed,
I were the cherry of its existence
I were true and right
Perhaps,
This all is just a fake,
Because the mirror lied,
My mirror were your eyes...

(142) Being Honest

Being honest is always a threat.
They pierce you right from the middle of your heart,
Set a Nail,
And then bang the hammer on and on at every available opportunity.
They screw your emotions,
Leave you without your self,
Wandering and wondering what you did wrong?
They rush their agony through the softest corner of your core,
And pretend they were never involved.
They set you upright,
Hold you on the wood,
Tie your pleadings in knots
And then they pour the fuel of ill accusations,
Utilizing your feelings as the launch pad of their hatred......
They pour the words of venom,
And leave you in the dung of self pity, and self dislike for
Being Honest...

(141) Why

Sky broke hell
Angels chose denial
Peace of the divine suffered an earthquake
Why does God sometimes play in fake?

(140) SMS

Normally, I don't forward poll sms 'es. Yesterday, I received one such message and I thought of forwarding it to few friends/family.

Want to share some of the lovely replies:-

SMS said-?. "Reply must.....!!!! If u had not met me in your life, what you would have missed?"

Replies I got,

*  Your Daughter.

*  Sach Kahu? Bura to nahi manegi?..Charvi yaar..But I would have missed u too..(a girl in my college.She is big time fan of Charvi)

*  A friend who is so good in remembering dates...( by friend cum realtive in Hyderabad)

*  Self respect ( Good friend and ex colleague in Rajkot)

* I would have missed a Second Mom in face of the sister.( by my friend in Pune...How I wish this cute little girl had her mother still blessing her on this earth, but am sure she is protecting her from God's house too).

* Without you i woud'nt have realized the importance of friends and love.Also woud'nt have learned to prepare aloo-capsicum curry you taught. Love you.( by my neighbor's daughter in Hyderabad..she is a darling friend of mine)

* My best friend and teacher who always guided me at every step of my life and when I was confused.My wellwisher always.If u had not met i would have lost an important person in my life.So I am very thankful to God for sending u. ( by my cousin)

* First time no words, cause person like you is truly incredible and irreplaceable.Can't just imagine even what i would have lost without you( by a very good friend and ex colleague)

*I would have missed a beautiful angel to be a part of my life, thanks that u are a sweet part of it.(by a cute friend)

*Logically speaking, i would have missed nothing as I would have not known what i know of you and speaking otherwise, i would have missed YOU.(by my brother).

* I would have missed my all time sweetheart.( by a lovely friend of mine)

there are few more....thanks to all of you to make me feel so important...

(139)Hurt and Happiness

Wise people say that nobody can hurt you until you allow them to do so.Sounds very absurd to the one who is hurt because he can always argue, "why would I purposely let someone to give me pain?". Point is that you don't invite someone to do so, but you agree to fall and live in the circumstances, you accept to stay in the situations which ultimately gives an access to the other person to play with your emotions and shake your heart with grief.
               And it is not that you don't like being in those situations in the beginning, you do, you very much appreciate the importance given to you and your feelings, but what you fail to for see  is the pain in coming, what you lack to understand is about the hurt which is hidden in the wraps of all the sweet charades presented to you.
               So, seek, learn, understand and don't let anyone be so strong enough to breach the peripheries between your hurts and happiness.

(138) God is a funny guy

God acts funny at times.He has weird ways of executing his excellent sense of humor.What best he can do is, create a joke on you, arrange for a laughter club to laugh out loud, manages to put you in the center of all and then bombs his mastered joke amidst everything in such a way that you find no escape and the only choice you are left with is, to Laugh on your own self in company of several others doing the same..

(137)People

Most of the time we are surrounded by such people who would not care if you were happy or sad?. What in all they can care for is how they could make use of yours in the best possible bits to sort out their tasks.How strange, that we still bother to care for such useless people and it does matter to us how they would feel if we treated them in one or the other manner? Am sure most of them wouldn't even move by inch if they get to know that you were dead another day?..

(136) Rains

I don't know how many times I have written this earlier and how many more times will I still write about it....But it remains as true and clear..I love rains...I don't understand what bond this rains has got with me and I don't intend to even know the same because I simply enjoy it. It gives me a plethora of different feelings in their raw forms. I feel attached, serene, lonely, happy, gloomy, deprived, content, striving, patient, eager, anxious, joyful, childish,  guilty, confident, weak, victorious, pampered, missed, remembered....and loved.I feel complete, I feel close to the nature, I feel close to my soul, I feel close to my creator....I love rains...It rained heavily last night, it poured mercilessly this afternoon...and its raining its heart out now...I wish I could go down and walk on those illuminated black road and get drenched by the hard hitting waters. Cool breeze is pumping out the goose bumps...and the noise of hard drops hitting the floor of the balcony makes me more tempted to get hurt by the sharp waters...I love rains...

(135) Does it

Now,
If  I see
If I say
If I speak in anyway...
I would breach.....
And that I don't want to do....

But,
I can listen.....and I am listening
That doesn't break the promise..